I donāt show my face, I donāt try to be seen. I just write when the silence gets too loud. Some nights I sit on the floor with my heels still on, trying to forget how long I have been waiting. I donāt talk much about what I want. But sometimes, other women come. They feel like me, quiet, feminine, almost invisible. Some of them let me take their photo. It never feels planned, it just happens. You wonāt see them again. They donāt stay. But for a moment, they let you see them. Maybe thatās all we are ever trying to do, show someone how we look when no oneās watching. I write when I can't sleep. Sometimes the other women come to meet me. They don't stay long, but secrets of them stay with me. Read my thoughts, reveal my face, and see my girls.